a key ? ... to what ?

Ive been learning alot lately. About life. About people.

Ive realised that in important situations and circumstances you need to please your self and no one else.

You also need to to trust only yourself.. untill someone has proved themselfs to you, cuz at the end of the day..the truth is.. no ones as 'nice as you' .. they are.. but.. we just seem to plead innocence all the time.. when infact we are not. Because we beleieve we are innocent, when people do everyday bad things (bitching, lying,betrayel) We would probably do the same .. without realising how much we are hurting people around us.. its sad.. but i believe this is true. Realised this recently

Also.. ive began to wonder if i know myself that well at all.. i mean obviously i do.. but i find myself automaticly saying things about myself that i beleieve are true.. but when it comes down to it.. its infact not ?

Things as little as what i look for in a guy.. I thought i looked for someone kind, successful, musical. But infact thats not it at all. I think when you find someone you could end up loving you'll know but not because they tell you they have a huge career or because they are gorgeous or because of how kind they are to you.. They just have it.. something to make your stomach flutter with wings. Weather they feel the same is the other half of the story, but finding that is important. i guess we perseive our selfs in a way we find honuourable, aproachable, but we just need to learn who we really are by getting out there and having all these experiences and making memorys and off course mistakes:) realised this Recently

i dont know if any of those topics mean anything to anyone.. but it may well do, so why not.

More random blogs coming soon. ;)

Random pictures taken in the last week.

My favourite ones <3

            < Me and Callums little photoshoot :)

^^^ Say no to fake tann!  It's so important to feel confident with your natural state. When you are comfortable with yourself, thats when you become beautiful. not before.

<3 Me and daisy loved that day.

< Sally the slutty seagull 

posing.

My first entry

Well, today i went to go to town with some friends but then realised that no buses run on a sunday.
Typical cornwall if you ask me.
A great start to a great day.. full of rain ;)

I think i'll start my blog with a paragraph about a good friend of mine.
She inspired me to start my blog because i read hers and i just genrally like the idea of writing down your ideas for people to see, they may learn something new from what i write and i may learn something new as im writing.. things may slot into place for me more.

<3

Tamii-marie commons. A girl i have had in my life for near on 4 years; not a long time compared to other people i know but this girl has taught me alot. Im not afraid to say that not all of it was good things but me and her know how we have treated eachother in the past and i think we both want to overcome our differences. This is because even though we know how much we could have hurt echother in the past.. there is still this undying..  unlimited care for one another.

Like most girls we both can be very bitchy and very judgmental. And the worste thing about that is, we have probably done it to eachother more than anyone else.

So i would just like to state very clearly. I love this girl (and her family who have also loved me when i needed it the most) and although she has her faults. So do i and so does everyone else. Ive learnt that now and im starting to really appreciate everything shes done for me and not just meterial things either.

Thankyou tam tam and yes i would like to go to the seaside if you could just move fork a miniute? :)